Monday, March 05, 2007
i'm depressed :Dno, i just cry in every five minutes and laugh in the next five.
yes, being emo is not cool, being emo dosent make maths seem any nicer, being emo wont change the zero on my amaths paper to ten, not that ten means a pass.
hell. i'm not that strong. i'm not strong enough to accept that whatever hard work and effort i've put in during the last two years just went down the drain because i'm simply not good enough. i'm not strong enough to look at my zero and laugh it off thinking magically everything would turn out fine in the end. i'm not strong enough to face up to my endless sins without blaming God when something goes wrong when i refuse to repent. i'm not strong enough to look at these marks, at my unfulfilled life and still be confident of who i am. i'm not strong enough to take in all these shocks and move on within a few days. i'm not strong.
why me, then, why?
5:48 AM
upon life's envious stage.
