Wednesday, February 28, 2007

okay, my blog is dead laaaa.


i was very fascinated with the chemicals i mixed with during chem's practical today, so the pictures :D

before mix.

3:49 AM
upon life's envious stage.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

i'm a happy girl :D

3:14 AM
upon life's envious stage.

Friday, February 16, 2007

reunion dinner tonight, its finally chinese new year :D which is a pretty good thing cos of all the angbaos, visiting of love ones, food? uhhuh. not that i like what happens after chinese new year. termtests! sigh. maths is killing me.

went shopping with gwen and zoe yesterday, i did NOT get anything related to what i was supposed to get la. which leaves me with 5tops and 1bottom for chinese new year. went vivo with dad at 11 last night. desperate attempt to do last minute shopping! and only gap was open! i benefited though (: no skirts, got another top >.<

i dont know why i've got to try and understand when what i need is for you to understand me. am i to give up?

tag replies:
cherie: link aldry laaa.
prince: i'm not kuku! and you owe me my valentine's present tooo, wheres the action and words? =X
elisha: (:
weiqi: aha, we'll NOT fail maths okay! and i'm not xia mian!

9:13 PM
upon life's envious stage.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE!
especially to my handsome prince (:

i'm just clinging on, clinging on to nothing.

3:48 AM
upon life's envious stage.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

how much longer do you wanna stay sad, huh?

i see me.
when I look into these eyes,
i find things no one else ever catches a glimpse at,
i see this fear of judgment that makes her cower at confrontation,
i see this hopelessness for the future that make her choices her burden alone,
i see this desperate need for companionship to make her strong in the savage world of humans,
i see this courage caged in her thoughts of inferiority,
i see these thoughts of abandonment that make her cling to anything,
i see this devotion to her beliefs that makes her fear death,
and i hate that the person i always see is me.

and whats valentine without love?

3:05 AM
upon life's envious stage.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

church choir today, super tiring, yes. but all for christ (: finally got round to buying my chinese new year clothes yesterday. plus alot of other irrelevant stuff that caught my eye :D i'm BROKE la. rushed home and had tuition at night. my new tuition teacher is pretty cool ^^ cooler then elisha's doctor! hah. tomorrow's sch. and i'm trying to figure how to not flunk another test, again. even studying dosent seem to work for me anymore. sigh!

for you, i will.

3:43 AM
upon life's envious stage.

Friday, February 09, 2007

i decided i was sick today. therefore, i'm not in school (: after all, yesterday did really make me sick. its the unexpected that hurts the most, huh. after hours of psyching myself into believing that my tears are not worth it, i'm still sad >.<

i hear children, laughing, singing, playing. and i find myself, longing to be one of them.

tag replies
darren: ya laa, honoured right! (:
cheryl: aha i put at my new blog okay. say me! you're a eh eh zebra! seee. pigs are cuter (:
prince: your name got heart leh! stop complaining ah.
winny: linked ^^
jessica: alright.

7:48 PM
upon life's envious stage.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

i had to make a new blog cause i couldnt go in to the previous one when i accidentally changed it to new blogger :D i cant get rid of my old blog either, i dont know why >.< so now i have two blogs (:

saturday and what pamela told me made me felt new. special, i don't know. as if God's really relating to me, so personal, so wonderful. the days didnt change, i still forget the bible, but i'm thankful (: it's been so long, so long like forever.

when a tear escapes,
and trickles down my cheek,
you'll know i still love you.

4:04 AM
upon life's envious stage.