Tuesday, March 13, 2007

i couldnt get to sleep and i decided to go online, with no intention of talking to anyone cause i expected my online list to be practically empty. ah. proves how long i havent been online after eleven. i just read the little prince. grownups, stereotypes, the world. i could babble on and on about the inspirational stories the little prince speaks of. i reckon i havent really got the hand of what the whole book's talking about, but i like how the little prince can look at the world, at everything, in such a different angle. how he could make a dream, a thing so little to us of utmost importance. childlike innocence, perhaps.

i don't know what i want, i don't know how to face up to problems and handle them with wisdom yet. all my life i've been using i dont knows, hoping to scrape out of whatever difficulties i encounter with the three simple words. its been serving me pretty well, except i never learn, i never change. now these three words, leaves me alone tonight, thinking, realising how much hurt i've caused, because of what i don't know.

quoted from The Little Prince:

you run the risk of a few tears, when you allow yourself to be tamed.

8:53 AM
upon life's envious stage.