Thursday, June 21, 2007
DEBBIE RULES :DDi created a lj account. and she helped me do it up! its pretty pretty now (: it came as a coincidence actually, i was asking for help for my blog acct and she offered to do up my lj for me, since i suck at lj, okay fine i suck i blogger too. cherie me and chermel got lj accounts today luh >.< anyway..
i've changed to
http://paperdollpeople.livejournal.com/
9:11 PM
upon life's envious stage.
i think i'm devoid of every emotion possible. or so it seems. i won't tear. i can't think. and i'm actually going on fine. perhaps the feeling of desolation has not sink in yet. because it feels like i'm the one with the upperhand now, the one who's able to move on, as if it does not hurt, losing you.
i wish you were merely a dumb mistake, it'd be easier to decide then.
i need You.
it's time to surrender,it's been too long pretending,there's no use in trying,when the pieces don't fit anymore.Labels: because i'm hanging on every word you say.
7:55 AM
upon life's envious stage.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
can someone tell me why i grew fatter?
or why i decided to cut bangs which emphasize on my fatness even more?
or or why the food in malaysia is so damn tasty i've got to behave like a glutton?
and why do i always pig out on my bed when i feel down?
!!! no one should remind me i'm getting fatter, i'd pig out even more.
ugh. growing fat is not a crime but growing fat when you're hardly thin to begin with is :(
this topic is sad shit.
3:45 AM
upon life's envious stage.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
amaths sucks. maths sucks. school sucks. hell,
life sucks.
you shuttle me around,stop and start,my little pea soul,in a hollow body like a gourd.pick me up and drop me off,silent and dumb,crash-test dummy.if i changed my beliefs, would my mind be anymore deep?
5:40 AM
upon life's envious stage.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
the main highlight of this trip:
i gained weight :(
i'm broke. and i owe money. to my parents, and they are calculative people.
i did not get any homework done! so now i'm going to be dead.
i think george clooney is hot. i just heard about him after watching the ocean thirteen show >.<
i'm tired. i'll blog tmr. goodnight.
Headlights
a summer drive away from dying: a broken heart nothing to lose.
I know it hurts so bad just trying to please the ones you hate to love.
And I wrote this note about someone I used to know
so I'd remember how life can be so short when your left alone to wonder
how it is someone opens and shuts the door.
I know your cold but come home.
It's a shame how short we all have come.
You set your mind on cruise control; knuckles grip the wheel in fear to let it go.
Love is empty,love is cruel,love it blindly breaks the rules.
How could you have been a fool?
It's something all of us go through.
You choke back tears and swallow lies but those wiper blades won't fix you eyes,
count on having clouded vision for at least a little while.
And I know you're cold but come home: it's a shame how short we all have come.
And I know you're cold but come home.
Please don't face the headlights of the oncoming cars along.
We wont forget the past.
We wont forget the past. (And I know you're cold)
Say all the answers and I will let you go
I wont look back
and I wont look back.
Say all the answers
and I will let you go.
I will let you go.
I will let you go
Say all the answers and I will let you go
I won't look back
I won't look back.
Please don't face the headlights of the oncoming cars along
and I will let you go..
7:13 AM
upon life's envious stage.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
i've been skiving like anything during my work in fareast i reckon i've got the ability to give anyone a tour in fareast :D and working there definitely has its benefits, like further discount for everything. i've aldry spent every single amt of the money i've got before recieving my pay >.<
and now, i still need, eh want, sheer colour stockings ( its class okay!) , the pretty black top from Ztamp, grey and light blue skinnies, a printed dress with sleeves. i've aldry gotten a white slingbag, the boring black vest( the kind practically everyone has. wasted luh.), a sleeveless black top, a green plain top, a pale blue dress. plus i went for a manicure with cherie! my nails dont look bitten anymore (: all in fareast within a week, which i think is pretty alright considering the fact that if i had more money i wouldve spent on thrice the amount i bought. what to do, i'm a girl :D
oh and i got this good deal from amanda's brother. he wanted the 1st gen ipod which he couldnt find so he took mine and gave me money to buy the latest edition one. i think i robbed him cos my ipod sucks, like got cracks all over and the mirror can barely reflect. heh. shermaine is lucky lucky lucky (:
ahwell. i seriously need to work harder to hit my commission target so anyone please call me if you ever go to fareast within this month. elisha is back from bintan. and i'm going to malaysia on the 12th to 17th :(
9:54 PM
upon life's envious stage.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
harsh words & violent blows,hidden secrets, nobody knows,eyes are open, hands are fisted,deep inside,i'm warped & twisted."daddy", means nothing.
7:40 AM
upon life's envious stage.
Monday, June 04, 2007
TO CHANGE OR NOT TO CHANGE. my blogskin. actually, the blogskin i downloaded. not fair luh. why so many people can do nice blogskins! excluding me >.<
i like this, this, this and this!
http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=130372&action=Preview http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=127041&action=Preview http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=135235&action=Preview http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=143575&action=Preview
ohwell. i'm lazy, and very lazy. besides, i almost always screw the html up because i've got a very little idea on what it's about. its okay, i'll wait for some talented helpful person who would do everything that i want in the blog for me :D
chongfu camp was great great fun. i'll post pictures once angeline sent them.
P.S. i'm involved in some ebay group competition for my school. do visit the site and vote. when its done. which is, eh, soon (:
http://www.ebayasiapromo.com/eday2007/team.jsp;jsessionid=603E0B523DCCE5F67790E6CA6C18F71E?team=3507diamondsthings are not the same without you, i miss you.
9:04 AM
upon life's envious stage.
